....Life is full of ups n downs....

2010-04-21T20:45:00.002+08:00

woah wohoho woah...

hahahaha....

aku dari tadi siot dgr lagu dikir...

mcm best gitu dgr

hahaha

especially

DIKIR TEMASEK

wo wo wo...

lengang lengok menawan kalbu geng

2010-04-18T21:46:00.002+08:00

oh oh

what have i done??

what have gotten into my fcuking head??

ehmm.....

what a stoooopid thing to do!?!

2010-04-17T16:58:00.002+08:00

SAD

DEPRESSED

ANGRY

BORED

FRUSTRATED

YOU ARE AN ASSHOLE....don't u fcuking know tat??

2010-04-16T18:34:00.003+08:00

Doesn't it hurt??

Being too close with someone

a dear fren of yours

knowing u like tat person

but

they can't loves u in return??

2010-04-10T13:02:00.004+08:00

DO U KNOW THE FEELING OF JUST SITTING THERE

DOING NOTHING

ALL THOSE PAINFUL MEMORIES KEEP PLAYING IN UR MIND

LIKE A FILM ROLLING?

DO U KNOW THE FEELING OF JUST LETTING

THE CHANCE ROLL BY

DO NOTHING BOUT IT?

IT REALLY HURT TO THE CORE

I FEEL LIKE SHIT... :(

2010-04-07T18:07:00.003+08:00

Ehmm...

Its been a yr since i last updated of my daily life...

lots of things happen & guess its the best that i keep it to myself..

saying it out do really hurts me damn so much...

Wish to share a valuable lesson

'NO MATTER HOW BAD U ARE..NO MATTER WATEVA SITUATION U LAND IN, FAMILY WILL ALWAYS BE BY URSIDE'

Thanks to my mum,dad,sis & bro who was there all the time when i need them so much...

Trying their very best to help me cheer up & overcome the painul experience..

Especially to my MUM & BRO

who willingly sacrifice in helping me..

LOVE you lots..

and yes!! not forgetting my belove COLLEAGUES...

the dengz & the spartans!!

who always there at work to cheer me up & lending their listening ears or a shoulder to cry on..

even tho during the past, i always neglect every advices they've given me

degil kepala batu la katakan..

but nevertheless i'm thankful for their patience & the friendship bond they offered

They tried their best to help me find every possible solutions for my probs...

Even tho its sad i lost alot of things within a yr

but

at least it shows me how truely & sincerely a person is in a friendship

you can definately differenciate them

Dedicated to someone whom once a time i look upon to..

'YOU ARE CHEAP ASS FREE LOADING MOTHERFUCKER'

Adioz Amigoz... :)

2009-06-04T19:31:00.003+08:00

mendak nyer!!

aper nak buat nie... bosan sey duk umah....

nak kuar... no kaki's!!

hehehehehe......

ehmm.... sitting in my dark little room listening to korean songs!!

nak tgk cita korea mcm malas plak...

si broth dgn tunang dier...

si monsta keje plak

si grinch tk tau ehk... keje kot...

si dengz tak tau wat pe..

gendeng kuar dgn members dier

weeeeiiiiii....... aku bosan!!

hehehehehehe.....

meh sini aku check phonebook aku!!

hehehehe.... sape aku nak kolling2....

hahahahaha......

ADIOZ AMIGOZ gue BERAMBOZ.....

2009-06-01T20:32:00.002+08:00

oit...gendeng dengz

aper nie mengumpat aku pat si gendeng!!

aku nyer blog mana ader pasal love life sey...

love life aku dah game over...

now werking life babe!! cari duit!! nak pie holiday!!

yeeeehoooooo..... :)

tulah dah lama sangat tak umpe...

kes love life semua dah tak update..

gul dgn tuas bukan nyer jauh sgt dengz...

amacam plan outing ar.... ehmmm.....

ehk dengz dgr lagu korean nie...

sedap giler!!

2009-05-31T23:01:00.001+08:00

geng!!

Dgr music video yg aku upload nie....

my current fav korean songs!!

sedap di dengar.... sedih pun ader...

especially if you read the translation!!

enjoy!!

2009-05-28T19:41:00.003+08:00

Why?

why is it when u have already feel comfortable wif sumone

but in just a blink of eyes u lost that sumone..

just starting to go to the mid evaluation

but it already come to an end...

2009-05-19T18:08:00.003+08:00

hey peeps!!
Todae is CLOSING!! no system.... so less things to do!! hehe
this morning... i was shocked to see gendeng sitting inside the ladies
aku pun tk tau aper nak buat.. aku panggil la nor & sophia...
since she can't walk to the medical centre, we call them up
kau!! dgn stretcher dorang bawa naik...
dah mcm shooting drama si gendeng nie buat.. hehe
ooops!! org sakit... somehow dier sesak nafas!!

so she was being sent to the west point hospital...
aku tak ketinggalan...cari chance lari dari muka makcik.. hehehe :)
g paling best nie... tak teringat nak bawa beg duit...pass keppel pun aku tak bawa
aku cuma ingat hp je!! hehehe
the medic left me at the hosp asking me to wait for gendeng's result..
dah tu sempat drg lambai aku bab drg nak tinggalkan aku sorang2 pat itu
aku aper lagi trus tepon si senteng....
risau gak aku... mcm mana nak alek ofis takder duit nie...

luckily gendeng is fine after the doc did some check up...
hyperventilation (oops! gue tak tau spell word tu la)
so gendeng an advice for you!! lain kali makan jangan tak makan
kan dah gastric trus naik chest...
memang patotla aku kena curi food display pat kedai bawah tangga marina tu...
ko nak hari2 tgk makan aper? aku tolong curikan buat perhiasan atas meja ko!! hehehehe

senteng send me back to werk.. alahai lemah nyer nak masok ofis nie
si makcik nie plak nampak muka aku trus dah tanya sal keje
dah macam rusa masok kampung siot aku... terpinga2 aper kebenda si setan nie bual...
tergaruk kepala jap...flashback semua benda dlm kepala otak aku nie...
at last aku jawab je lah 'i dunno.. just came back from the hosp'
bodoh pe nie setan!! tak reti aku baru alek ofis lom tgk pun computer keje...
giler senteng sewel nyer setan nie!! BENCI aku dgn dier!!
dah to the EXTREME dah nie... hehehehe

klah gendeng have a good 2 days rest
jgn nak merayap2!! and stay away from scissors aite!!

ADIOZ AMIGOZ gue nak BERAMBOZ

2009-05-16T23:35:00.005+08:00

Hey peeps!!

I celebrate my bdae again today!!

hehe.. this time wif e dengz!!

i was caught by suprise aniwae...

suppose to meet gendeng at 3pm at bugis junction
and as usual she's late again...
make me wait nearly 30 mins...
2 batang rokok tau habis tunggu ko!!
perot dah bekeroncong plak tu...

Once met her, she ask me to accompany to meet her frens
i thought jumpa jap la kan...
tapi aku heran la asal masok seoul garden... tk kan nak umpe member dier pat dlm

so i was happily story telling her when suddenly i saw dengz wif a cake!!

wow!! i was indeed speechless!!

they celebrating my bdae at seoul garden!!

the cutest thing is they bought me a DOREMON cake!!

which they say it suits me... hehehe

sedap tau cake tu!! rugi si gendeng tak makan...

we spent about 3 hrs at seoul garden...
aku siang2 dah give up... kenyang siot...
gendeng & dengz masih leh continue makan..
nampak je badan kecik tapi tank berapa besar aku tak tau
hehehehe

After eating we went to c motocross...
stunt dier maut habiz!! hehehe
tapi sesak siak org... RIMAS gue...

we somehow lost with gendeng...

so me & dengz went to watch football at the other screen

dengz punyalah kusyuk!! hahaha

MAN U & ARSENAL

hehehe....

Nite is still young when we separated at Marina...
gendeng continue lepaking wif her gengs
while me & dengz just laz around at esplanade...
when dengz parents pick her up, just hail a cab and head home...

starts of the day is quite happening

but it ends boringly... hehehehe

however thanks ya gendeng & dengz for the wonderful bdae treat!

heart u guys many many la!!

hehehehe :)

GUE JALAN TRUZ...AMIGOZ

2009-05-16T01:03:00.006+08:00

Hehehehehehe.....

sorry gengs.... busy ar lately...

this is gonna be a long long long update...

things that happen for the past few days....

k here we go

8 MAY 2009

Happy birthdae to me

Happy birthdae Happy birthdae

Happy birthda to me...

(tak tau malu nyanyikan diri sendiri) hehehe

Its one of the most memorable dae in my entire 22 life on earth...

guess wat...

at werk, i got a surprised!

My beloved colleague bought me a small cake to have a lil tiny celebration..

i was so touched...

Nor bought me a winnie the pooh balloon... so cute..

how sweet.. she even bought me blue rose which i always wanted..

thanks you guys!!

After werk i met the 3 princesses & a joker...

they took me in a car... i was shocked to be given a cloth to be blindfolded..

they even tell the driver that they will show him the way instead of saying the name of the place

Once out of cab, they make me walk a distance
up n down staircase wondering where they are taking me..

guess where they took me??

when i open my eyes, i was sitted at SAKURA clementiwoods!!

wow! at last i get to eat at Sakura again....

they put a small cake infront of me... :) cute!

they even bought me 3 stalk of blue roses! BLUE ROSES again!! I love it!!

love it damn so much...

not only that, they even bought me a pair of crocs mary jane shoe!!

i was in tears by that time... hehehehe

so damn sweet of them... love them!!

after eating we went to west coast park to hang around...

Back at home, my family had a small celebration together with mother's day

guess wat they bought for me

1. Skipping rope (coz i always complain that i'm fat)

2. my bro bought me 2 perfumes

3. they trick me by giving me a spoil gold earings.

lastly the real present of all...

4. a gold ring & a gold anklet

i was so shocked to have all the things that i want....

i'm just so happy!!

its gonna be a birthdae that i will always remember and memories to keep close shut in my heart

Thanks to broth, grinch & monsta... i love you guys damn so much!!

Not forgetting my colleagues for the small celebration.. it's the thought that count!!

Adioz Amigoz gue Jalan truz... :)

2009-05-05T16:51:00.002+08:00

sedihnyer....

takder org nak tgk wayang dgn aku!!

hehehehe

dengz!!

bila nak tgk JGN TEGOR...

isk..isk..isk...

2009-05-02T13:28:00.001+08:00

I"M BORED!!

ISHK..ISHK...ISHK....

:'(

2009-04-28T21:12:00.000+08:00

geng!!

gue confuse la....

CONFUSE babe!! ape nak buat...

2009-04-20T18:35:00.003+08:00

DENGZ.....

can't wait for our genting trip....

pls speed up the time to JUNE!! hehehehehehe

gonna have fun all the way....

niwae dengz, gendeng.... gue lagi pikirin dong...

serabot otak aku doink!!

3 PRINCESSES & A JOKER

bila mau have fun??

gue mau hyper fantastic fun energetic marvellous tremendous...

superb loving exciting happy outing!!

yeh yeh!! pls make a date!! make urself free!!

hehehehehehehe........

jumpin' jumpin' jumpin' little syilah jumpin'

weeeee!! gue gila donk!!

*MUACKZ* winkz :P

2009-04-19T11:38:00.002+08:00

hey... recently otak jam... tak tau aper nak blog...

i'm emotionally unstable now...

i dunno whats the cause of it...

i dun wanna bypass anyone...

but the feeling just isn't going away

i dunno wat happen but all i know is i wanna it to repeat again...

i wanna change... i dun wan other to think me differently

what shud i do?? oh god is it fated to be like this all the way...

if i wanna say it to the dengz, they will sumhow give me a negative answer

if i wanna say it to the monsta,grinch or broth... the same answer i will get...

it hurts tho in and out...

can't say it to mum and can't say it to sis....

who shud i confess it??

maybe beta leave it to god...when the come times they will know..

i dunno how to put it in words to tell them whats in my heart..

i'm scared it won't last but somehow i feel it is the right one..

i have to get it out of my bloody mind so that my heart will be at ease...

oh god...i just dunno what to do...

kenapa aku mcm penasaran gitu doink??

klah c ya wen i cya again...

2009-04-15T22:44:00.002+08:00

geng geng...ader cerita panas babe!!

hehehehe..... tapi tk nk ckp pat sini la...

when the time come i will tell ya guys...

hehehehe

ok ok aku update nie....

sorilah been busy at werk...

too tired wen i reach home....

nie pun aru gak alek from werk...

so...lately i've got lotsa work to follow up & finish up...

as usual 18 of every month closing..

menyesal gak tadi aku stay ampai malam...

the more i stay the more makcik tu bagi aku keje...

peng jap dara aku...

tomoro gonna stay again at werk..

for goodness sake syamilah!! mcm takder life!!

my mum approve of me this time round.... hehehhe

adeq dah tk leh ckp pape wen my mum give the green light...

so here comes a new chapter in my life.... :)

how long it last i dunno... let the time do its work!!

jeng...jeng...jeng....

last sunday i went for a medical check up

and i got a shock of my life...

all this while i've been having this thinking that i'm fit and healthy...

but the report prove me damn so wrong...

i'm way below healthy... my health doesn't meet the requirement of a healthy person

the normal point shud be 85 but mine was way down to 47...

ITS NOT GOOOOOOD....

guess wat... i'm dignosed with 'weak immune system'

no wonder i've been falling sick all this while...

dah aku kena makan ubat lagi... stress tau makan ubat banyak2...

it lost my appetite dok....

shila... u set the date wif wandi lor...

he's the one busy now... me as always after 6.30 i'm free...

tgk si budak fara nyer schedule gak...

dengz gendengz.... amacam out genting trip??

confirm ehk bulan june.... gonna have to save up real damn cash for it...

hehehehe.....

klah gonna gone wif the wind...

kepala aku sakit.... mautz!!

ADIOZ AMIGOZ GUE BERAMBOZ.....

2009-04-11T19:45:00.002+08:00

oh yeah...i'm tired man....

didn't get to sleep to sleep peacefully yest...

went to sleep at 5am and wake up at 6.30am

to go to my damn boring werk...

hehehe...sendiri cari penyakit...

tadi tak pernah2 aku OT dgn mgr aku 2 org je...

nasib hari nie dier tk mengacau hidup aku...

aman sikit dunia... agaknyer lupa nak marah aku tak nari...

hehehehe

yesterday went to cineleisure

to give Wandi's band support at the gig

Wandi, u look awesome...

playing the guitar... hehehehe

ehmm... too bad yesterday the guy have to go back early...

just manage to see him for a while... hehehehe :)

when can we get together again like the otha time??

i'm waiting for that moment... hehehehe

klah... blogging out!!

ADIOS AMIGOZ.......bluekz :)

p/s: wandi....help me out aite! hehehehehehehehe

Tiada lagi lagu RINDU

2009-04-09T23:14:00.001+08:00

Bergelombang cinta ini

Bergelombang rindu ku ini

Cinta yang membara

Di jiwa ini rasa pedih

Membakar diri

Hari-hari pun berganti

Kasih yang disemai

Tertanam di hati

Hanya... hanyalah menunggu

Menjadi saksi

Tragedi malang pun menimpa

Terpadamlah neon cinta ini

Rindu bertahun

Hilang sehari

Sesuatu yang amat ku sayang

Kini bukan lagi milikku

Sesal dulu pendapatan

Sesal kemudian tak berguna

Tiada lagi lagu-lagu rindu

Yang kita dendangkan bersama

Tiada lagi puisi nan syahdu

Cinta jadi kenangan

Sayang jadi

Tak berkesudahan

Bergelombang kasih ku ini

Bergelombang hasrat ku

Jasad yang terbiar di hatiku ini

Menyeksakan di sanubari

2009-04-08T22:00:00.005+08:00

Ehmm....
I'm mentally tooo tired...
so stress up at werk... tooo much werk to do....
been knocking myself off werk quite late these few days...
oh god pls speed up the time to JUNE!!
pls pls pls....

This month i create a new record at work
'BEST STAFF OF CANCELLING CHQ'
hahahahahaha
in a month usually record of chq cancelled is only about less den 5...
since i'm taking over, so far as i have counted,
i have cancel nearly about 15 chqs...
hehehe....
wat a dumb ass i am....
now i hate that chq printer.... its her fault to function crazily...
make my life so damn fcuking hard each day...

Now i'm strees with bills...
dunno where on earth to get monie to pay up...
my pay is damn so small... can''t even cover up my bills...
'sendiri cari penyakit buka banyak bill'
hehehehehehe :)

staring at the excel spreadsheet...counting my debt off...
hehehehe.... it's going beserk... hehehehe

oklah...knocking off

ADIOS AMIGOS BERAMBOZ.....

2009-04-04T16:27:00.002+08:00

Hey.. yo!! just woke up....

i'm too tired... luckily not working today... :)

Yesterday was damn fun....

after werk i met shilah and had our dinner at Delifrance...

den we proceed to meet Broth, Grinch and his frens at one fullerton...

i didn't know grinch was angry at me for being late...

as i forget that grinch trying to set the meeting up as early as possible...

Sorry GRINCH!! janji tak buat lagi.... peace!!

we chill at coffeebean behind the merlion...

playing diff sort of games with poker card

from police & thief to heart attack to snap!!

its was damn funny... back to square 1 as a kid... hehehe

after tired of playing card games

we proceed to playing JENGGA.....

they implement a forfeit for whoever drop the stack..

and guess what.... out of the 4 rounds

i drop the stack 3 times....

their forfeit is so damn i dunno wat to say..

never in my life i did all these things in public... MALU babe!!

first, i have to walk 5 rounds around the bushes... mcm budak bodo..

second, i have to stand on top of 3 seats and cheers!!

thirly, i have to give a flower to a cleaner who is washing the floor..

luckily, the fourth round its not me... heng ar!!

As coffeebean isn't 24 hrs

we plan to have supper at al-ameen

so we took NR5 back to Broth house to fetch the car..

NR5 took us 1 hr... so damn tired..

Once got the car, we move on to have supper...

Shila was so damn cranky todae

due to her stomach indigestion problem with the beef we ate at Deli

All the way she didn't talk much..

so anywae...

we should hang out more often.. it was fun tho'

Till we meet again people!!

ADIOS AMIGOS....winkz*

2009-04-01T23:35:00.002+08:00

Today werk was damn suck!!

I hate it to the core....

Can i just print that sheet of paper

and just throw it rite in front of her face??

can't take it no more

Idiotic moron

Argghhhh!!

Oh god!! pls speed up the time to JUNE!!

oh pls pls pls...

anyway went out with Wandi

Went to eat a Delifrance while waiting for

monsta to finish werk... hehehehe

had a very delicious & full dinner...

i'm bloated now... Help!!

hehehehehe

k wanna knock myself out..

toooooooo tired & sleepy

Gud Nyte love ones!!

ADIOS AMIGOS JALAN DOZ.... :)

2009-03-30T20:33:00.003+08:00

Do you know how it feels

knowing the person is always there rite beside you

but you know you can't have him??

Do you know how it feels

when he came up to you just to tell you he's attach

when he told you that we need some time

Do you know how it feels

when out of the blue people tell you he's engage

Even tho he was a jerk once upon a time

and ur heart keep loving him....

and in the end no matter wat you do...

you have to let your feeling go...

IT HURTS DEEP DOWN TO THE CORE!!

anywae

CONGRATS on ur engagement...

isk...isk....isk....

ADIOS AMIGOS....:'(

2009-03-28T21:04:00.001+08:00

ITS EARTH HOUR!!

peeps close all ur lights..... hehehehe

2009-03-27T02:05:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BURFDAE

MUHD ISWANDI ABDUL RAHIM

moga di panjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki

It was fun going out the 4 of us...

They plan hard to make this day an enjoyable and unforgettable for you!

even tho i dun play the big role in planning nevertheless the plan was good!!

Thanks Mashila...

And of coz!!

hope you like the gift...

We will always be in square... pls ehk no triangular shape or wat so ever ya!!

remember that!!

Hope this day will make u think of us 4...

better be it eternity not for just few yrs which i say just now!!

Enjoy....!!

ADIOS AMIGOS

2009-03-26T03:00:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey...

Today is so tiring man but very enjoyable!!

Working till late nite just to finish off my werk so that tomoro no need to OT!!

9pm sharp my bro call me up saying all our cuzzens are going for a late nite supper

of coz!! i wanna follow...

so nice of Abg Zaidy to fecth me at work...

save duit taxi hehehe

our plan was to go to demsey hill ben & jerry

skali kedai tutup siang and we wanna chill till late morning

(mcm real.. as if sok tk keje je)

so we change to swensen at holland v

Gerek pe!! cuzzens gathering even tho its not full squad...

2 family and it make up to 8 persons!!

kenyang siol!! makan ice cream berlambak2...

the best part we cam whoring throughout the whole outing

semua thanks to Abg Zaidy nyer hp canggih tu

Abg & Kak Nurren tak habis2 dgn celebrity

mentang2 la drg dua jarang ader pat s'pore kan!!

tapi kecian MRT Pioneer pun drg tk tau... worst facebook pun drg tk reti hehehehe!!

Abg bought a cake for Kak Shasha

even tho its advance...

Kak Shasha cried coz of too happy!!

mula2 klakar la... she clap her hand when the staff handed the cake..

semua pelik la... it was meant as a surprise but the way she clap her hand as if she know already

but when we put the cake infront of her... dier punya terkejot sampai nak nangis ehk!!

Its her advance burfdae... sebab Abg & Kak Nurren maybe not around on her bdae!!

Throughout the whole outing, we keep planning our travelling trip to Batam or Bintan

Sorry guys!! have to follow my off day!!

i'm so excited to go for the trip most probably early May...

Dah puas makan swensen, nak chill lagi...

so kita pie Pioneer Mall nyer Macdonals...

mak ai!! kita mencekek lagi....

but just bits je kita beli... hehehe

lambat gak kita alek... rasa mcm skejap je kita jumpa!!

no worry cuzs we will surely chill again!!

I'm tired... sleepy!! tomoro werking tho'

ADIOS AMIGOS

2009-03-26T00:27:00.002+08:00

Tired man today!!

Today werk was so sianz...

lots of invoices need to be cleared

since my colleague on 3 months leave, werk is like hell to me

need to rush here rush there

dateline here dateline there

tot i could finish my things today but noppy nope!! i can't manage it

knock off from werk early today

need a lil space for myself tho'

werk can wait till tomoro.. hehehehe

during meeting today...best giler pe...

si singa betina tu shoot aku habis habisan la...bombard siol!!

make my blood go upstair u know...

went to one fullerton coffee bean.... chill with Farrah & Shila

planning this & that and come up with an unfinished planning

hehehehehe

before that i met rizq at Marina... smoke break jap!

ingatkan si dua ekor tu dah sampai.. aku ader la kelam kabut walk from Marina to Fullerton

skali lembab betol drg dua... make me wait... haiz!

Finally we take train home despite me pleading for a cab ride instead..

tak layan siol member... kena lecture lagi ader...

Anyway wanna say 'YAAAHHHHOOOOOOOO'!!

sok singa betina not coming to work!!

aman sikit dunia gue dong!!

tats mean a lil relax at work tomoro... without any lion or tiger roaring calling my name from far end or every corner of the office!! hehe jahat gue!

klah wana knock myself out!!

ADIOS AMIGOS JALAN DOZ!!

2009-03-24T22:55:00.002+08:00

Hey.... wanna tell ya a stoopid story!!

Today was like hell to me

one after another...so damn suay!!

As usual i was late for werk...

it started from the begining i take this Cab!! An apek tua banyak songeh nyer

dah la membebel throughout the journey... which i can't at least get a lil nap

dah tu pekak plak tu... need to repeat few times den he can hear!! haiyo!

menyirap darah jap...

dah sampai keje, i was late for 5 min... manage to clock in at 7.35am!!

the best part!! my precious heels got stuck pat longkang depan guard house!!

malu babe!! main rentap siol kasut... nasib dapat kuar

but the worst part is kasut aku PUTUS geng!!

gabrah campur malu dok!!

ppl walk pass me just smile... some even sey 'kasut putus pe?' malu kan!!

den this 1 guy come and help me try to tie a string to my shoe!!

but unfortunately it can't stay... got no choice haf to call gendeng to bring down slippers

tak kan siol aku kena jalan bare footed!! drop image la geng!!

hehehehehehe

dah sampai office!! singa betina start la mengaum!!

guess wat she say 'u tink u can come as u please to work issit?' hehehe

mau aje aku hagong singa nie!! tak nak dgr explanation plak tu...

i know i was like 30 mins late but i have reasons OK!!

bila aku explain baru mulut dier nak tutup... tapi korang tau kan skejap je dier leh diam..

from the start aku masok office sampaila dlm 1 jam lebih, mulut dier mcm betih jagung!!

non stop instructing me this and that...

my name so famous today....

from end of the office she keep calling my name!!

STRESS aku dibuatnyer...

thinking of going home early today but NO!! work have to be done!!

even i work thru lunch so that i can finish things on time...

but too bad!! even tho i stay till 9pm, work still not yet finish

remember!! i'm not a robot or sotong wif 8 tentacles!!

but guess i can manage to finish it up by tomoro?? hehehehe

klah i'm too tired to think so much!!

what a suay day today!! hopefully not tomoro...

haiya!! have to face another singa betina nyer karenah lagi!!

wonder how will my day goes by tomoro? hehehehe

Klah...

ADIOS AMIGOS.... :) bluekz!!

2009-03-21T22:00:00.000+08:00

I'M F**KING ANGRY....

DAMN YOU TO HELL........!!

ARGHHH!!

2009-03-20T21:32:00.003+08:00

IM NOT A PERFECT PERSON

THERE'S MANY THINGS I WISH I DIDN'T DO
BUT I CONTINUE LEARNING

I'VE NEVER MEAN TO DO THOSE THINGS TO YOU

AND SO I HAVE TO SAY BEFORE I GO

THATS I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW

this song has been playing over & over again in my head..

i dunno why???

I'M SORRY THAT I HURT YOU

THATS SOMETHING I MUST MEND WITH EVERYDAY

AND ALL THE PAIN I PUT YOU THROUGH

I WISH I COULD TAKE IT ALL AWAY

AND BE THE ONE WHO CATCHES ALL YOUR TEARS

THATS WHY I NEED YOU TO HEAR

ok!! now i'm tired

wanna switch off everything and go to dream land...

oh ya!! HOORAAY!!

i'm off tomoro... no waking up early and no looking at computer screen for 9 hours!!

gonna sleep all the way!!

never wanna wake up and go through a hectic life!!

p/s:

I miss u damn so much but i know we will never be together again

Just god know how it feels inside

knowing u are beside me but never will you belong to me

wateva GOD has plan out for us, hope it is for the best of us...

ADIOS AMIGOS.... :) bluekz :P

I'm fcuking can't cope wif situation...

2009-03-18T20:23:00.002+08:00

What a nitemare man!!

Just came back from werk felling so shag!!

I'm fcuking can't take the load off my shoulder...

can't bear it...

feel like printing that resignation letter and shoot it straight to the stepmom of mine at work..

does she ever ever think that we are human wif only 2 hands?? not a robot or octopus wif 8 hands???

even robots need to rest to recharge unless if u fcuking wanna it blazz off..

18 of every months is a HELL to me...

even tho i'm doing simple invoicing doesn't mean i have no work to do..

just look at my incoming box and you will just roll ur eyes away..

if i have the magic, surely i will just click my fingers and put a spell on those irritaing stoopid invoices to do the things on their own...

paying so little but feeding us work as if they paying us thousands!!

i dun mind doing those works but at least be a lil considerate..

not dumping all those stoopid docs on my table which is rite now unorganised with stack & stacks of papers all around...

under my table is like a mini storeroom where they dump all the files to my care..

Now my colleague is on 3 months leave! Haiyo!! i dunno how to cope nimore...

Just today i start taking over her jobs & the same time doing my jobs..

wat a hell... keying those invoices, need to follow up on problems for the 3 yards, doing chqs and so on so on so on..

the fcuking chq printer realli test my patience...

almost 15 mins i walk to & fro from printer & my desk...

just to print a pathetic 1 chq...

feel like i wanna smash that printer...smash it hard...

Congrats to my fren for welcoming a new member to her family tho'

enjoy & come back soon after 3 months...

i need ur HELP!!

I'm too tired to blog even more...

wanna wash up & guess wat!! i have no choice but to bring back my work to finish up...

haiyo!! gonna start doing it in a min...

wonder when will i get my beauty sleep tonite??

hehehe...ADIOS AMIGOS

2009-03-16T23:42:00.003+08:00

Halooo halooo...

The past 3 days i didn't manage to grab hold of my lappy..

been busy with certain stuff..

let me start out from the day i miss blogging...

that will be on the nite friday the 13...

As you know i was left alone at home

so i start calling calling my phonebooks!!

finding any frens who willing to accompany me...

BINGO! i found one... it was a tiring nite as throughout it we watch horror movie

TALI POCONG PERAWAN

NIGHTMARE
SUMPAH POCONG DI SEKOLAH

as usual a pillow must be on standby.. hehe :)

my fren even say that its better to watch alone if i were to cover my face throughout the movies.. hehe wat to do i'm just so scared!!

I was so shag at work the next day 14 March 2009..

didn't sleep the whole nite but i manage to come to work on time... hehe :)

kata pekerja contoh kan... must set good example..

mcm faham je aku! hehe

Late afternoon went to Farrah's place... rewang katakan

members nak tunang babe!!

hehehe... aku plak yg excited...member muka sambrono je..

kalau dier paper dah lama siol aku crush2 dier masok tong sampah!!

punyalah nauzubillah min zalik nyer degil...

very rebellious...

degil2 pun dier my very best gurlfren...:)

throughout the day where ever she is, i will be there..

mcm semut dgn gula gitu... hehehe

nevertheless..... CONGRATULATION

FARRAH NATHASSHA

on your engagement...

i know whats u feeling rite now... but as a fren i will be there always to support you.

but of coz when u doing something STOOPID i won't support la..

forgot to say... this gurl, FARRAH look exactly like princess Anastasia..

very damn pretty on her engagement day...

gosh!! i like her dress so much... if only it is BLUE!! hehe

aite till here... my eyes is begging me to go to sleep!!

hehehe... till i blogging again...

ADIOS AMIGOS

...isk..isk..isk...

2009-03-13T20:08:00.002+08:00

Ehmm...

sitting at the corner of my small lil hall

with my lappy on my lap

my eyes been looking at my humorous family members

one by one packing their things up

forcing to fit 4 pax gigantic clothings into 1 small cute haversack..

GENTING HIGHLANDS..here they come

hehehehehe as if :)

my dad keep bragging about me not joining this trip

my mom keep repeating this & that

what to do what not to do

my lil bro as usual sit back & relax

as his things are always taken care of by none other den my parents

my sis ehmm... what can i say....

lepaking wif her man before she go..

Y?? Y?? Y??

grrrrr......they have to go tonite....

leaving me all alone at home wif nothing to do...

ehmm....

i wanna go but too bad that stepmother of mine at work won't grant my leave..hehe

nah

it's ok... maybe its time for me to just relax all alone at home

without any disturbance as usual..

Thanks to all my frens who never fail to remind me today is

FRIDAY 13

coming up with all those stories which now make me feels scared to be alone..

HELP!!

anyone wanna hang out tonite? hehe

GENDENG

you are responsible for it..

Suddenly... i remember a song... something eerie...

remember this?

1..2.. Fredie coming for you

3..4.. better lock the door

5..6.. never go to sleep

........

guess it's from FREDIE VS JASON movie... hehehehe

been singing this song at work all day long..

and not to forget..

a song for GENDENG... i know u will love this!!

'i love you..you love me... we are a happy family...with a great big hug.. and a kiss from me to you.. won't you say you love me to...'

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE...sorry GENDENG..

Not to forget another dengz of mine!!

DENGZ

senyap je ko nari?? busy sgt kepe geng??

finally get to hear her busy wif work ever since she's at GUL.. rite gendeng??

kalau tak EMAIL ala MSN kita penuh dgn msg2 dier... hehehehe

rite rite.. till i'll be in again.

ADIOS AMIGOS

DON'T LET ME BE THE LAST TO KNOW...

2009-03-12T22:23:00.003+08:00

My friends say you're so into me
And that you need me desperately
They say you say we're so complete

But I need to hear it straight from you

If you want me to believe it's true

I've been waiting for so long it hurts

I wanna hear you say the words, please

Don't, don't let me be the last to know

Don't hold back, just let it goI need to hear you say

You need me all the way

Oh, if you love me so

Don't let me be the last to know

Your body language says so much

Yeah, I feel it in the way you touch

But til' you say the words it's not enough

C'mon and tell me you're in love, please

C'mon baby, c'mon darling, ooh yeah

C'mon, let me be the one

C'mon now, oh yeah

I need to hear you say

You love me all the way

And I don't wanna wait another day

I wanna feel the way you feel

Oh, c'mon

Don't, just let me be the one

Don't hold back, just let it go

I need to hear you say

You need me all the way

So…baby, if you love me

Don't let me be the last to know

Begining of SYILAHZ

2009-03-12T20:45:00.004+08:00

Finally...a syilahz blog been created...yay!!

Thanks to dengdeng & gendeng who always never fail to remind me... hehehehe

Clad in my pyjamas

Sitting on my comfy lil bed

leaning on my soft cudly pillow

lappy on my lap

BEST of all listening to dengdeng's blog instrumental music

thinking on wat i shud cough out here tonite....

dengdeng..

sedih nah music pat blog ko nie? mana ko dpt siol??

Suddenly

thinking of things that happen these few days

tears & laughters

been toiling wif my feelings...

WTH shud i do about it

leave it or just lead on to nowhere??