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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

9:12 PM

geng!!
gue confuse la....
CONFUSE babe!! ape nak buat...

{ lotsa hugs & kisses.. }

Monday, April 20, 2009

6:35 PM

DENGZ.....
can't wait for our genting trip....
pls speed up the time to JUNE!! hehehehehehe
gonna have fun all the way....
niwae dengz, gendeng.... gue lagi pikirin dong...
serabot otak aku doink!!
3 PRINCESSES & A JOKER
bila mau have fun??
gue mau hyper fantastic fun energetic marvellous tremendous...
superb loving exciting happy outing!!
yeh yeh!! pls make a date!! make urself free!!
hehehehehehehe........
jumpin' jumpin' jumpin' little syilah jumpin'
weeeee!! gue gila donk!!
*MUACKZ* winkz :P

{ lotsa hugs & kisses.. }

Sunday, April 19, 2009

11:38 AM

hey... recently otak jam... tak tau aper nak blog...
i'm emotionally unstable now...
i dunno whats the cause of it...
i dun wanna bypass anyone...
but the feeling just isn't going away
i dunno wat happen but all i know is i wanna it to repeat again...
i wanna change... i dun wan other to think me differently
what shud i do?? oh god is it fated to be like this all the way...
if i wanna say it to the dengz, they will sumhow give me a negative answer
if i wanna say it to the monsta,grinch or broth... the same answer i will get...
it hurts tho in and out...
can't say it to mum and can't say it to sis....
who shud i confess it??
maybe beta leave it to god...when the come times they will know..
i dunno how to put it in words to tell them whats in my heart..
i'm scared it won't last but somehow i feel it is the right one..
i have to get it out of my bloody mind so that my heart will be at ease...
oh god...i just dunno what to do...
kenapa aku mcm penasaran gitu doink??
klah c ya wen i cya again...

{ lotsa hugs & kisses.. }

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

10:44 PM

geng geng...ader cerita panas babe!!
hehehehe..... tapi tk nk ckp pat sini la...
when the time come i will tell ya guys...
hehehehe
ok ok aku update nie....
sorilah been busy at werk...
too tired wen i reach home....
nie pun aru gak alek from werk...
so...lately i've got lotsa work to follow up & finish up...
as usual 18 of every month closing..
menyesal gak tadi aku stay ampai malam...
the more i stay the more makcik tu bagi aku keje...
peng jap dara aku...
tomoro gonna stay again at werk..
for goodness sake syamilah!! mcm takder life!!
my mum approve of me this time round.... hehehhe
adeq dah tk leh ckp pape wen my mum give the green light...
so here comes a new chapter in my life.... :)
how long it last i dunno... let the time do its work!!
jeng...jeng...jeng....
last sunday i went for a medical check up
and i got a shock of my life...
all this while i've been having this thinking that i'm fit and healthy...
but the report prove me damn so wrong...
i'm way below healthy... my health doesn't meet the requirement of a healthy person
the normal point shud be 85 but mine was way down to 47...
ITS NOT GOOOOOOD....
guess wat... i'm dignosed with 'weak immune system'
no wonder i've been falling sick all this while...
dah aku kena makan ubat lagi... stress tau makan ubat banyak2...
it lost my appetite dok....
shila... u set the date wif wandi lor...
he's the one busy now... me as always after 6.30 i'm free...
tgk si budak fara nyer schedule gak...
dengz gendengz.... amacam out genting trip??
confirm ehk bulan june.... gonna have to save up real damn cash for it...
hehehehe.....
klah gonna gone wif the wind...
kepala aku sakit.... mautz!!
ADIOZ AMIGOZ GUE BERAMBOZ.....

{ lotsa hugs & kisses.. }

Saturday, April 11, 2009

7:45 PM

oh yeah...i'm tired man....
didn't get to sleep to sleep peacefully yest...
went to sleep at 5am and wake up at 6.30am
to go to my damn boring werk...
hehehe...sendiri cari penyakit...
tadi tak pernah2 aku OT dgn mgr aku 2 org je...
nasib hari nie dier tk mengacau hidup aku...
aman sikit dunia... agaknyer lupa nak marah aku tak nari...
hehehehe
yesterday went to cineleisure
to give Wandi's band support at the gig
Wandi, u look awesome...
playing the guitar... hehehehe
ehmm... too bad yesterday the guy have to go back early...
just manage to see him for a while... hehehehe :)
when can we get together again like the otha time??
i'm waiting for that moment... hehehehe
klah... blogging out!!
ADIOS AMIGOZ.......bluekz :)
p/s: wandi....help me out aite! hehehehehehehehe

{ lotsa hugs & kisses.. }

Tiada lagi lagu RINDU
Thursday, April 9, 2009

11:14 PM

Bergelombang cinta ini
Bergelombang rindu ku ini
Cinta yang membara
Di jiwa ini rasa pedih
Membakar diri
Hari-hari pun berganti
Kasih yang disemai
Tertanam di hati
Hanya... hanyalah menunggu
Menjadi saksi
Tragedi malang pun menimpa
Terpadamlah neon cinta ini
Rindu bertahun
Hilang sehari
Sesuatu yang amat ku sayang
Kini bukan lagi milikku
Sesal dulu pendapatan
Sesal kemudian tak berguna
Tiada lagi lagu-lagu rindu
Yang kita dendangkan bersama
Tiada lagi puisi nan syahdu
Cinta jadi kenangan
Sayang jadi
Tak berkesudahan
Bergelombang kasih ku ini
Bergelombang hasrat ku
Jasad yang terbiar di hatiku ini
Menyeksakan di sanubari

{ lotsa hugs & kisses.. }

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

10:00 PM

Ehmm....
I'm mentally tooo tired...
so stress up at werk... tooo much werk to do....
been knocking myself off werk quite late these few days...
oh god pls speed up the time to JUNE!!
pls pls pls....


This month i create a new record at work
'BEST STAFF OF CANCELLING CHQ'
hahahahahaha
in a month usually record of chq cancelled is only about less den 5...
since i'm taking over, so far as i have counted,
i have cancel nearly about 15 chqs...
hehehe....
wat a dumb ass i am....
now i hate that chq printer.... its her fault to function crazily...
make my life so damn fcuking hard each day...


Now i'm strees with bills...
dunno where on earth to get monie to pay up...
my pay is damn so small... can''t even cover up my bills...
'sendiri cari penyakit buka banyak bill'
hehehehehehe :)



staring at the excel spreadsheet...counting my debt off...
hehehehe.... it's going beserk... hehehehe



oklah...knocking off


ADIOS AMIGOS BERAMBOZ.....


{ lotsa hugs & kisses.. }

Saturday, April 4, 2009

4:27 PM

Hey.. yo!! just woke up....
i'm too tired... luckily not working today... :)

Yesterday was damn fun....
after werk i met shilah and had our dinner at Delifrance...
den we proceed to meet Broth, Grinch and his frens at one fullerton...
i didn't know grinch was angry at me for being late...
as i forget that grinch trying to set the meeting up as early as possible...
Sorry GRINCH!! janji tak buat lagi.... peace!!

we chill at coffeebean behind the merlion...
playing diff sort of games with poker card
from police & thief to heart attack to snap!!
its was damn funny... back to square 1 as a kid... hehehe
after tired of playing card games
we proceed to playing JENGGA.....
they implement a forfeit for whoever drop the stack..
and guess what.... out of the 4 rounds
i drop the stack 3 times....
their forfeit is so damn i dunno wat to say..
never in my life i did all these things in public... MALU babe!!
first, i have to walk 5 rounds around the bushes... mcm budak bodo..
second, i have to stand on top of 3 seats and cheers!!
thirly, i have to give a flower to a cleaner who is washing the floor..
luckily, the fourth round its not me... heng ar!!

As coffeebean isn't 24 hrs
we plan to have supper at al-ameen
so we took NR5 back to Broth house to fetch the car..
NR5 took us 1 hr... so damn tired..
Once got the car, we move on to have supper...

Shila was so damn cranky todae
due to her stomach indigestion problem with the beef we ate at Deli
All the way she didn't talk much..

so anywae...
we should hang out more often.. it was fun tho'

Till we meet again people!!

ADIOS AMIGOS....winkz*

{ lotsa hugs & kisses.. }

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

11:35 PM

Today werk was damn suck!!
I hate it to the core....
Can i just print that sheet of paper
and just throw it rite in front of her face??
can't take it no more
Idiotic moron
Argghhhh!!
Oh god!! pls speed up the time to JUNE!!
oh pls pls pls...
anyway went out with Wandi
Went to eat a Delifrance while waiting for
monsta to finish werk... hehehehe
had a very delicious & full dinner...
i'm bloated now... Help!!
hehehehehe
k wanna knock myself out..
toooooooo tired & sleepy
Gud Nyte love ones!!
ADIOS AMIGOS JALAN DOZ.... :)

{ lotsa hugs & kisses.. }