hey... recently otak jam... tak tau aper nak blog... i'm emotionally unstable now... i dunno whats the cause of it... i dun wanna bypass anyone... but the feeling just isn't going away i dunno wat happen but all i know is i wanna it to repeat again... i wanna change... i dun wan other to think me differently what shud i do?? oh god is it fated to be like this all the way... if i wanna say it to the dengz, they will sumhow give me a negative answer if i wanna say it to the monsta,grinch or broth... the same answer i will get... it hurts tho in and out... can't say it to mum and can't say it to sis.... who shud i confess it?? maybe beta leave it to god...when the come times they will know.. i dunno how to put it in words to tell them whats in my heart.. i'm scared it won't last but somehow i feel it is the right one.. i have to get it out of my bloody mind so that my heart will be at ease... oh god...i just dunno what to do... kenapa aku mcm penasaran gitu doink?? klah c ya wen i cya again... |
{ lotsa hugs & kisses.. }